there's a lot that i'm still learning...
but i think i'm letting go...
i.am.about.to.break. i am sitting here and i feel like icantbreathe. i am constantly overwhelmed with everything that is going on around me. i can't fight it. i can't stop it, and it is bringing me down.
reality check
i have gained a lot of weight and i need to lose it. but yet i can't bring myself to do it and i have no idea why. i think it's became i feel t.r.a.p.p.e.d. i don't feel free. i don't feel like i can even be myself right now.
this is ridiculous. this is not happening... yet it is. this is my life right now. my tearfilled, sad, pathetic, life. i can't get a grip. i can't hang on.
no where to turn, no one to run to... i. need. help.
i'll admit it, okay... i can't do this on my own.
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