where am i?

i think the hardest thing about everything is the simplest answer i've ever had. i don't know how i feel. i wish that i could just figure certain things out and straight up know what i wanted. but honestly things haven't been that easy for quite awhile... i feel like i should constantly be saying i'm sorry for my actions. i have become quite a hurtful person. i have definitely lost a lot of myself in these past few months, or at least the person i thought i was. some days have always been harder than others, but lately the easy days seem to be fading away...

"sometimes it's the tiniest things that tear you apart. something you least expect, the one thing you thought you could always ignore. the thing that once had never affected you at all. it takes just one small thing. one thing to bring all the others spiraling down. sometimes, it takes nothing but a word or a few to tear you up and bring you down."

all american rejects-one more sad song
everlast-only love can break your heart
kings of leon-revelry
jack's mannequin-the resolution
the summer obsession-i'll never be happy

...sick of my fate, sick of my concentrate