pretending

i am falling. i need help. i don't know if i can take this anymore. sad. sad. sad. i don't know what to do or where to turn. tears. tears. tears. everyday is make believe. put on that "smile" and face the world. 1...2...3...

as one door closes, another one opens

i broke up with him. things just weren't working. now i sit... a.l.o.n.e. wondering if the decision i made was the right one. i hate not knowing what to do or where to turn. i just hurt. all the time. i go through the day-to-day, but i just get by.

maybe someday someone will come along and make all this pain and heartache worth it. maybe.

in your arms

last night was incredible. it is my favorite night i have spent so far wi"th him. we just talked for hours... it felt amazing.

i still feel a little unsure, and i'm not really sure why...

my last semester of school starts tomorrow. i am nervous, but excited. this semester is going to be one to remember. my girls and i=back in action.

i'm crazy unsure about what i want to do after this semester. new york... cali... the options are out there and they are endless.

"she fools all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with the light on."
-this is a call, thousand foot kruth