Friday, July 30, 2010

day in, day out

feels like the same old scene. another day of the same old, same old. can't get ahead, falling behind, every single day. i just want to be content, not even happy, i would settle for content. i just can't seem to get myself to that point no matter how hard i try. gotta keep on keeping on i guess. gotta remember that everything happens for a reason, all that babble babble, but really there is a truth to it. always gonna have memories, always gonna miss-people and things, always gonna wonder what if? i gotta find that 'happy place' the content-ness of just being myself and being okay with it.
"God, give me one shot and i'll break right through."