letting it go, holding it in

so he asked me to be his girl. i couldn't say no. am i rushing into it? i don't really know. i followed my heart. that's how i live my life. i'm happy. for now, that is what is important to me. but what i am not going to rush into is the full on r.e.l.a.t.i.o.n.s.h.i.p. and he is totally fine with that. i am me. no one. NO ONE. is going to change that ever again. i love knowing that. i am not going to change anyone and i am not going to let anyone change me. if it works it works, if it doesn't it doesn't. it's life. shit happens.

he's cute. i like him a little bit. he makes me feel feelings i haven't felt in quite some time. :)

for now i'm keeping most of me safe inside myself. i'll let it out when i'm ready.

tomorrow i get to start packing boxes. t-minus 1 week til i get to officially put this whole thing behind me. i can't wait. i absolutely can't wait.

It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go