it is so incredibly frustrating that i don't know how i feel. i don't spill all of me to anyone, i just keep my feelings inside and hope things will work themselves out. i know that this is not logical, and i know i should take charge to get what i want-accomplish what i want, etc. but i don't. i just sit back and life passes. on and on and on. same old, same old. i don't think that i will ever be truly happy with anyone. i really need to be on my own-have me time, figure things out. i am hoping this summer will give me the opportunity to do that-although that is a long way away, it's nice to think about. i never thought i would say this but i miss fargo immensely. mostly the people. people here are different-always looking out for number 1 it seems. i miss having truly good friends in my life so much. < / 3
-not knowing what i'm even looking for anymore.
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