second chances

i have been thinking about a certain someone a ton lately. can't get him off my mind. i have all this built up hurt and pain from what we used to be, but i am also overwhelmed with good memories of us. i would like to try and see where things would go, but he isn't ready for that. i hurt him bad. i know that. i just wish i could make it better, make everything bad go away, but i can't and that's life. maybe someday we'll get a second chance. or maybe it's not meant to be at all. who knows in this crazy life.